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Everyone was pretty sure he was gay, but none of that mattered. I kind of sensed that he was attracted to me, but I never paid any mind to it. "During my second semester in college, I ended up moving out of the dorms and into the apartment of a friend I had from a fraternity I was in.
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He seemed nice enough, but I had my moment of experimentation and realized it wasn't what I was into." I was just over it at this point - told him I was sorry but I needed to go, and bailed quickly. He was really excited to blow me, but I wasn't the least bit hard and nothing he was doing was making it happen.
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"After a few minutes he wanted to switch and go down on me, that's when everything sort of hit. We got to his house and I got back to sucking his dick on his couch, and he got my shorts off and rubbed my dick some while I blew him. I blew him for a few minutes in his car and then we decided I'd jump in my car and follow him back to his place just a few minutes away. He took it out and I started giving him a hand job, which lasted about a minute before I just went for it and started blowing him. We pulled up beside my car and he gave a last shot at keeping things going and asked if I just wanted to try holding his dick, and I agreed. We went for a short drive and talked for a few minutes and I started backing out so he took me back to my car. "So after a few months of regularly getting off to gay porn I decided to seek out an opportunity to experiment and met with a guy in a parking lot of a local store. I have never checked out or noticed another man in a real-life situation, but I can completely fantasize about it if I'm watching gay porn. The thing is, outside of watching porn, I don't find men attractive at all. I don't really know how or why I started, but I began watching and getting off to gay porn. "I was in a weird place after a messy breakup with a long-term girlfriend when I was about 24. But other than that, I never had any disturbing event till I became 21.īe patient we’ll get there… At this point I’m still 20.2. I’d also witnessed only one disturbing event regarding homosexuality a Pakistani guy being killed for being gay in KSA, I was 15 back then. SO, no major aBUT I have to mention a few harassments, not sexual ones THANK GOD, but they caused quite a disturbance in my relationship with my father back then. (The Taurus thing kicks again :P)Īnyway, one day I decided enough is enough, I’m ready to act upon my sexual desires & identity. I’m still friends with her till now, what can I do? I’m adorable. So, I did accept the fact that I’m gay at a young age I was 19 & a few months, nevertheless I had to prove it to myself, so (hold your breath guys) I had sex with a woman (ewwwwww, I know), & actually maintained a relationship with her for over 10 months. Anyway, I have mentioned a summarized conclusion in my other blog. After almost 13 months, I came to the conclusion that Islam agrees with that study, but never state a clear statement about gay sexual activities, or whether homosexuals are accepted in “the Kingdom of Heaven” per say.įor those who are wondering about Lut story in the Quran, the whole concept is misunderstood & misinterpreted, they were not punished for being homosexuals as the flow of the story events tells. Never been lucky with the Christian ones, but thanks to my grandfather’s & father’s reputations, I was able to have access to many rare Muslim books. I had to do my research, then studied Muslim and Christians Scripts, to know where religions stand from one’s sexual identity. There, I heard of that “new”, back then, study about being “born gay”. (HEY, I’m a Taurus, I HAVE to brag a little… LOL) Poor me ? I got my first “public” hard on at 13, when I saw a gorgeous teacher he was 25, so who can blame me? huh?ĭenial: We’ve all gone through that phase, haven’t we? Well, for me it was between the age of 14 till 18.Īcceptance: Luckily for me, I enrolled in Med School, always been a bright student. Puberty: I remember starting getting all the puberty signs at the age of 12 years old. Grown in a very religious family, grandfather was a Sheikh & Islamic activist, not a terrorist btw for those of you who might think wrongfully that all Muslim activists are terrorists, but he was strict enough. UFFFFFĪnyway, I thought of starting with quick facts:īorn in 1975, moved to KSA (Saudi Arabia) with family in 1979, to live in the Holy City of Medina. I have been writing, deleting, rewriting over & over now. I never thought telling my story would be that hard.